i have to stop thinking tomorrow is gonna be a better day because it always turns out not to be...today i found out...something in me died and its gonna take a while to get it back because i cant stand being used or crap anymore....ive lost the feeling to do all the stupid crap i loved to use doing and now i cant stand anything and i keep getting pissed at those around me for no particular reasons now and its killing me...with each pissy feeling i get...i get a meltdown and thats where i think all my emo crap keeps coming out from...but seriously.. is this god's funny way of screwing me up so badly?...because if it is i can screw up my own life if i want thank you WITHOUT your help...
Status : used , suicidal
Song of the Day : Over my head : the fray

/Hopped!
5:45 AM

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